S/o What were you like in HS? And now?

amother

Today at 12:47 am

What were you like in high school?

What are you like now?

Personally I feel like I am pretty similar now as I was in high school. I was friendly with everyone with one best friend. I had a strong work ethic and was very conscientious. Although I've definitely matured and developed through life experiences, I don't feel radically different now.

I'm curious to hear other experiences.

amother

NeonGreen

Today at 2:35 am

A bit nerdy with a solid group of friends that are still my friends today, almost 20 years out. Never dreamed I would be doing what I am today. I’m am a sought after name in what I do, a bit of a ‘celebrity’ among teenagers. (I’m in the music field.) I know that some people are intimidated by me though for the life of mine I can’t figure out why. I’m a very friendly, non judgmental person. It’s so funny what life has become.

amother

Coral

Today at 3:29 am

A completely different person.

I was socially and emotionally clueless. I felt like I was drowning every day, daily panic attacks but didn't know why. Anxiety, depression, devoloped codependent relationships, ran into issues with the school. I was a good kid, I wasn't rebellious just struggling with a lot. An abusive home life etc.

I have a lot of good memories from high school though, mainly from my friends. My best friends from there are still my good friends now, 10 years later.

But we're all different people from who we were then.

amother

Calendula

Today at 4:14 am

In high school I had the world at my feet. I was not the Queen Bee, but I had my place and I was for the most part very happy. I very much enjoyed my life, I was successful at more or less successful at what ever I set my mind to and I was sure that my life would continue exactly like that. Today, I've been so burned by disappointment after disappointment and the constant struggle that is life. Don't get me wrong, there is so much good in my life and compared to other tzaros, mine are a walk in the park. I just wasn't prepared for a very difficult ( yet not altogether horrible) marriage, children with mild yet impactful learning disabilities, constant financial struggle, adjusting to moving to the other side of the world, some children going otd and never becoming the successful career woman I always thought I'd be, instead working in a field that I really don't enjoy. I've lost every shred of confidence I ever had, my joi de vivre and I'm basically a shadow of my former self. You wouldn't know it if you met me because I present a very positive, put together image to the world. The worst part of it is though, that even though I really try to work on my emuna, and count my blessings ( of which there are many) I constantly fail and then I eat myself up with guilt for feeling this way when there is so much worse suffering around me.

amother

Silver

Today at 5:01 am

amother OP wrote:

Was thinking about this recently
I was successful in school and a hard worker
Today I'm struggling emotionally
Hardly any social life and accomplishments
On the other hand I'm less insecure

Ruchel

Today at 5:15 am

Different.
I was often friend with the religious xtians, the Asians, the aristocrats, the others from old school families.
I knew I wouldn't raise my children way out of town. It's also a bet. My parents kah were thinking it's the home that matters.
Posted with my mother's permission.

To be fair it gave me a ton of self confidence, basically I don't need numbers to feel like I'm right

itsokay

Today at 7:20 am

High school was hard for me. I wasn't so self aware and I struggled socially and with how I presented myself. BH I've gotten better and better at this stuff over the years and I feel much more comfortable in my skin and confident today. Sometimes I'm embarrassed of who I was in high school, I'm working on trying to love and accept that sweet, clueless girl that I was.

amother

Aubergine

Today at 7:25 am

I’m an introvert and only learned that abt myself in adulthood. The sensory overload that was high school was way too much for me. I never knew why I was unhappy thou. Socially I was ok, there were times I felt more stable in my friend group and other times I didn’t. I don’t think I had a best friend. Sometimes I acted really stupid or immature.

Bh adult life has treated me a lot better. Dh and I have a couple were really close with. Good kids, do ok financially. I put DH thru med school which I think would shock all my teachers and principals who told me I’d be a failure cuz I couldn’t manage to show up on time ..

amother

Navyblue

Today at 7:29 am

Oh I wouldn’t want to go back there…

I was so insecure, I had a great group of likeminded friends but I couldn’t bring myself to trust them that they’ll like me if I couldn’t prove my worth. I always came up with grand plans n gestures to stay relevant.

I was also very studious having the need to prove myself to my teachers n principals but I never felt seen or that my efforts paid off. I was only ever seen by them for tiny infractions in tznius or similar that were probably unintentional.

Today, 15 years later, im so much more confident in who I am, the kind of person I want to be and I actually learned to like myself!

amother

Babyblue

Today at 7:41 am

Interesting question. In HS I had friends although I was somewhat clueless in general. No real drive to succeed. Busied myself with my friends and whatever else I had my mind on. I wasn't looking for a career. I was not well thought out about life.

Now, Marriage was a struggle but better now somehow. A bracha from Hashem. Kids were difficult, one in particular was and is difficult. I definitely had to stretch myself beyond what I had ever imagined. I work full time. I found out I have much more drive and strengths than I ever imagined. I'm not the most put together person, I think I presented myself better in my younger years,but I'm doing ok.